YOH-Ra'ina Al-Ftah

[IA YAH Mene]

What multitudes of tragedies we are in! O YAH, please have mercy and grant us the strength to go on. I would be a fool to beg and plead for a easy life; I only ask for the strength of you to abound in us to triumph. We have put aside the Halakha The Anointed One has gave us, and have set aside his yoke. We are at each other necks but we are all connected to the same shoulders; Our foundation to hold us up, Our Father.

Our Fallen Brothers and Sisters blood cry’s out from her, and the father hears the wailing of the land.

For she cry’s out from every corner of her, to her core—, Saying “ABBA please rectify the living and reprimand the dead, For the dead only covers there eyes, Spread locusts, Carry mouth of frogs, and spills blood(cause they have killed).

Seperate the waters once more and reap– Seperate the oil and anoint, For We—Creation itself await the birth of the sons of God.

It was, as it is, and it will be once again. We—the Sons of God have answered the plea of creation. Our righteousness sustains us, and through the Torah Our father pleads through us.

We will look at death head on, laugh and continue, because there is no greater honor and fun then to struggle, Live and die for the Saints. The fight with iniquity will never cease.

For the regeneration of our spirit will continue, and it will stockpile to become a force of true resistance

Resurrection only comes through the struggle for righteousness and after the completion of it through Death. We will die but we will live and we will win.

Strength comes with solitude.

You are greedy if you are in a state of dejection because you Can’t relate to anyone and form bonds because you are strong—being different than others.

Greedy Soul.

People love you for you strength, it would only be right to respond to that love by using it.

You are so strong, obviously stronger than them.

Your only choice would be to respond to that love and continue to be stronger, unless you want to be disingenuous to yourself.

When you make them feel how much stronger you are than them; They will admire, disdain or be indifferent to you at a distance. You are a mirror for the one that is in front of you. They look and start to see imperfections the longer they do. What ifs, comparisons, jealousy, competition, appreciation, admiration and envy starts to come the longer you look at the reflection. We are no different but truly comparing yourself to other people always stunts growth.

It would be foolish to take so much pride in being unique or the strongest and then complain about being alone.

It would be a waste of your time to complain about loneliness if you enjoy your identity and uniqueness. People are identities attached and identified with ideas. If you are not attached to it, that deep connection with everyone else around you will not happen.

You can’t have both.

You can either be unique and stand alone and revel/sorrow in your ability to do whatever you wanted as enough.

Or you can cease to be unique, and find community and more relatability; conform, Comfort, assimilate, rooster and mourning—“why?,why?, why?”.

you can’t do both. So—

burn and disregard every perception/opinion irrespective to you without thinking about it and you would be better off, you departed soul.

If you wish to be strong and you become strong—then to be not complacent in your strength because of the long for bonds, understanding, and connection. You would be condemning yourself to unfulfillment, insanity and a misconstrued sense of the loss of “humanity”.

If you do find one you can make a covenant with. One who you won’t be unequally yoked. One who understands and deeply cares and love you, don’t be afraid and don’t push them away; learn to embrace it.

Wisdom and knowledge is strength. Raw power will only take you so far, until you can’t push beyond that wall with it alone. Power is an element of strength, in that you need to be strong in order to be powerful. “For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief”. It’s how you choose to accept that fact and what you do after will set the scene for the Livity you advance in; it will determine and will always advance to the Will of IA Ya.

The burden of being a Sun is heavy. YAH ablaze and eclipse all Suns. You can be a light to the world, but let him be a light to you so that all that is him will Shine through you.

Delirium! Hysterium!